Inquisitive And Thoughtful.

This past week has been amazing.

Monday: Did nothing in preparation all the things I had to do that week. Nah, that’s just my lame excuse for having nothing to do and no one to be with. But I like having Jackie time.

Tuesday: Hung out with Juli, Jack, Cerina, and Nick at Jack’s house after they finished school. Watched part of Howl’s Moving Castle in Jack’s car. Hung out at Jack’s house.

Wednesday: Picked up my diploma with Jack. Watched Howl’s Moving Castle and Spirited Away :)

Thusday: Hiking in Kailua or Lanikai (I’m still confused as to where it was) with Taylor and Rydan. Almost died like twice. Slept the rest of the day due to exhaustion.

Friday: Spent the day with Max and Jack at Max’s house. They were supposed to be practicing snare stuff, but we actually played Super Smash Bros Brawl for hours. Max’s house is super cool.

Saturday and Sunday: SLEEPOVER AT NICK’S HOUSE with Juli, Nick, Jack, and Rydan. Drove to Waianae with Jack and Juli. Spent 3 hours making amazing dinner. Played video games. (Sunday) Drank a 5 Hour Energy. Talked for hours. Went to the beach to see the sun rise, but didn’t actually see it. Got major anxiety from the 5 Hour Energy with Jack, we were about to throw up, but it was funny. Tried to sleep it off. Tired. Tired. Left at 1. Slept for 15 minutes on the kitchen table. Got ready at 2:30 for my cousin’s wedding. Wedding.

So I guess you could say I’m loving summer. :)

How could I have let this happen. It’s not very hard to keep the peace and I fucked it up. I’m sorry this happened. I’m so sorry.

brittanyismessingwithme:

For they are the very ones whose minds have been altered to see things in ways no one else does and in a way no one else would understand because of the things they have been through. Even if someone has been through the same experiences as you, it’s not the same. You can never really know how someone else is feeling so it is different. You may think you’re “fucked up” but you’re not. Your thoughts are beautiful because they have a far deeper meaning.
My own opinion. Thought I’d share.

I pretty much did nothing all day. But at about 5:45, Juli calls me and tells me to go outside. A few minutes later I see Jack’s van. They parked across the street and I went into crazy mode. I was sooooooooooooo happy to see them, you don’t even know lol
We hung out and talked and laughed for about 45 minutes. I was just so happy to be reunited with them. We haven’t hung out like that since marching band. I was super sad to see them leave, but they made my day amazing. This is my favorite day. I’m so happy right now. :)

Had a lot of fun after the performance today. Took the instruments down to the bandroom with Jack then sped back up to the auditorium to get my index cards from Taylor and talk to Max. Then went to take Jack to Palisades. But on the way, we made an impulse decision to visit Max. So we hung out for a good half hour. I laughed more in that half hour than I have in the past month.

I love those two boys, I’m really gonna miss them next year.